Playing wii for the two hours, complete the whole four levels, 4 X 5 songs, 20 songs of shaking my hands, not including those that i repeat. I am sick of waiting.
You have fun over a live band that you said you were not going to.
You told me you are broke and want to just have dinner, i didn’t believe you but end up trusting you because i want to believe in you. You said you were just going to discuss work over a live band, how naive do you think i am. How much do i hate you going out to those places without me, i don’t think you will ever understand. How much do i tresure you, i hope you would even notice. Yet, i am just someone who is doing too much at her own expense thinking that you would bother to text me so i would be awake to talk to you. I just simply thought you would miss me.
FUCK. It’s just me hoping that you would reach home early to call me.
Again i feel the familiar nudging shit feeling of jealously with a huge dose of loneliness. Cherishing me is too much for a person like you to do for me? You may object about my views but i feel this way.
I love the way you give me cookies to surprise me, the way you join me for dinner and accompany me, but i cannot understand why you can just ignore me.
I am sitting on my floor typing this shit. I couldn’t make out words for now, i hope it would stop but even more i hope you wish you would call. I can’t stand this feeling please make it stop.
